jagged edges........postcard from the bunker.

boredom,tiredness,fatigue,silence,noise,tinnitus,circumstance,cold,hot,aching,pained and hurting,constraint,REstraint,hopelessness,defeatism.

knocks,and bumps,work.places,people,attacks on once self,pain,inficted on the psyche,always there,damaged for ever.

confined,restricted,controlled,manipulated,limits,borders,edges................................jagged

sanity,,,,insanity,,,,thinking,,,,thoughts,,,,mind in overdrive.

tinnitus,,,,,,,,,,,,ARGH !!!!

my life,
my world.

needing to talk to somebody,
and not wanting to talk,
to anybody.
who cares?
who's interest?
who listens?
i mean,,,, who,,,, really,,,,,,,,fuckin,,,,,listens?

white-coated,
black rimmed bespectacled egg-head.
"mmmmmmmmmmmm,interesting".
"i'd like to ask you some questions".
multi-choice answers,
tick,tick,
"interesting",.
tick.
hamster on the treadmill,
wheels within wheels,
whirring,whirring.
machination.
thoughts,
counter-thoughts,
honesty,
dis-honesty,
playing the game.
out-pourings,
i don't DO out-pourings,
well,
virtual out-pourings.
but not to people,
i mean,
not REAL people.
big boys don't cry,
big boys don't cry,

(godley and cream,where the fuck did that come from? wheels within wheels,machinations,workings of the mind)

bottling it up.
saying nothing.
okay,
talk if i must,
answer questions,
but say nothing.
playing the game.
playing the game,
playing the game,
playing the game,
playing the game,

jagged.

erixter wrote:boredom,tiredness,fatigue,silence,noise,tinnitus,circumstance,cold,hot,aching,pained and hurting,constraint,REstraint,hopelessness,defeatism.

knocks,and bumps,work.places,people,attacks on once self,pain,inficted on the psyche,always there,damaged for ever.

confined,restricted,controlled,manipulated,limits,borders,edges................................jagged

sanity,,,,insanity,,,,thinking,,,,thoughts,,,,mind in overdrive.

tinnitus,,,,,,,,,,,,ARGH !!!!

my life,
my world.

I have had tinnitus loud and non stop for 19 months 24/7

erixter wrote:needing to talk to somebody,
and not wanting to talk,
to anybody.
who cares?
who's interest?
who listens?
i mean,,,, who,,,, really,,,,,,,,fuckin,,,,,listens?

white-coated,
black rimmed bespectacled egg-head.
"mmmmmmmmmmmm,interesting".
"i'd like to ask you some questions".
multi-choice answers,
tick,tick,
"interesting",.
tick.
hamster on the treadmill,
wheels within wheels,
whirring,whirring.
machination.
thoughts,
counter-thoughts,
honesty,
dis-honesty,
playing the game.
out-pourings,
i don't DO out-pourings,
well,
virtual out-pourings.
but not to people,
i mean,
not REAL people.
big boys don't cry,
big boys don't cry,

(godley and cream,where the fuck did that come from? wheels within wheels,machinations,workings of the mind)

bottling it up.
saying nothing.
okay,
talk if i must,
answer questions,
but say nothing.
playing the game.
playing the game,
playing the game,
playing the game,
playing the game,

jagged.

ha'ha'ha.
good old boat.

nice tits .
you're a lucky man.

You have fine boobs, BOAT.

Nip shot, please