in the dog-house again.

i put the phone down on my brother in law.
he lets it ring for ages.
and i can just visualise him,
standing there,
seething,
cos nobody's answering.
well maybe we don't feel like answering right away,
TWAT!

mother in law not well,
in hospital,
it's not looking good,
and i did that.

my fuckin life.

wish i could just walk away from it all.

but it's so complicated and convoluted.

i just want QUIET.

and a few hours in a nice warm bed,
with loving woman,
wouldn't go a miss.

yeah,
selfish cnut.
i know.

and no,
it's not "ALL"about sex.
don't even know i'm up to that now.

there's me whinging,
and the wife doesn't know if her mum will last the day.


it's shit ain' it.
the whole fuckin caboodle.

nobster,
it's an absolute minefield.
it might help if we were speaking.