anybody else from a big family?

as the oldest,
i look at my lot,
and

i really don't understand.
AT ALL.

just 3 brothers, which was normal'ish in the early 60s

how do you get on with your lot boat?

mine just do not make any sense.
maybe it's me.
i don't know.

wish i could settle things here and just walk away.

erixter wrote:how do you get on with your lot boat?

mine just do not make any sense.
maybe it's me.
i don't know.

wish i could settle things here and just walk away.

We are all on good terms and close eric...we meet up on the Sunday have lunch and the youngest kids play with each other.

bitofatwat wrote:

erixter wrote:how do you get on with your lot boat?

mine just do not make any sense.
maybe it's me.
i don't know.

wish i could settle things here and just walk away.

We are all on good terms and close eric...we meet up on the Sunday have lunch and the youngest kids play with each other.

i find the incredible.
amazing.

i wouldn't mind if i never saw any of my family again.

having said that.
i wish i could just be alone.
of course it's not possible to totally get away from people.
but i really would like to get away from my lifestyle for a while.
just so worn down by everything.

and it DOES at best,
all seem so pointless.

work'sleep,work'sleep,work'sleep.

just to exist.
and for what?

sorry juicers.
i find it difficult to see any sense in it,
ATall.

eric, hug? :cyclops:

thanks spots.

but that ain' gonna do it.


i just feel so ,,,,,,,,,,empty,
like,,,,,,,,,
nothing.

probably not making much sense.

how plans to move out eric?
or a nice little holiday by the sea, always good to clear your head, fresh sea air.

spots,
it's just not possible.
and right now it isn't so bad at home.
i think we settled a few thinks in the last rough patch.

she huffs and puffs occasionally,
but then so do i.

it's how you know that you're alive i suppose.

kick your son out
have some quality time for you and her. may help?

spots,
as far as "my wife and i "goes,
it's over.
we're just three people living alone.
together.

my son,
is a cripple,
mentally,emotionally,socially,in every way imaginable except physical.
and i do believe that it's all connected to,
well,
it's only my opinion but i think he has inherited my wifes condition.
will know in later years i suppose,
as he doesn't dare to go and get tested for it.
and i can sort of understand that.
so,
he wastes his life sitting indoors looking at the walls.