i KNEW this would happen...........

it's thursday,
the 4th day of my week off,
and i'm climbing the bunker walls.
bored fuckin witless.

how that nob in the next room can sit crossed legged staring into space all day.

if i had more than a week out of work,
i WOULD,
be walking the streets.
i know it.

the trouble is,
that physically,
i'm fucked.
and this week will have done me no harm.
at all.

but my mind,
jesus fkn christ,
i wouldn't say that i'm hyperactive,
mentally,
but,
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

YES,
a couple of days in the company of a nice woman would be nice.
i might be old but i'm not dead.
(nice,not to be confused with slut. )
(yes i'd like some intimacy.but what i wouldn't give for somebody to talk to.)
but,
"nice woman",
"crabby old cnut like me".
yeah right.
and anyway.
i'd get fed up with that pretty quickly also.

i'm so in need of mental stimulation.
but my interests are so varied.
and i'm so fickle.

life eh?

might just get up and go walkabout tomorrow anyway.
catch a bus out of town,
and go for a wander maybe.
we'll see.

come and see me , only a bus ride away

missyj wrote:come and see me , only a bus ride away

pity you couldn't have said that on monday.
mj,
you don't need a miserable old cnut like me around.
and i REALLY don't fancy a kick up the backside.

nice thought though.

thanks.

My fucking bus to Jonesy was cancelled because of the snow

Doesn't matter Eric...she would only have sat on your face anyway.

sounds okay to me,
just so long as she doesn't want sex.
i just can't take being laughed at.
no matter how old you get,
it doesn't get any easier to bear.
it just doesn't.

fuckin brilliant.

It was shit.