sorry guys,am really on a downer right now...............

just so pissed off with everything.

boat if you should decide to delete this,it's okay.

there ought to be an easy way out for people like me.
why not ffs?

that guy who jumped the high building,landed on that car,and lived,
how awful,
to survive something like that.

there has been all this talk of outlawing suicide websites.
what fkn suicide websites?

i can't find any.

the mundaneness of life,
the drearyness,
of on,,,,,and on,,,,and on,,,,,and on,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

for what?
why?

okay,
for the majority,that's life.
and are able to just get on with things.
maybe i really do,
just think too much.

i got a wife downstairs with serious health problems,
and I'M complaining,
maybe,eventually,
we'll find the courage to checkout together.

i'm off to work tonight,
it's quite a long drag to get there,
the job is shite,
the people are shite,
and at the end of it,
i just about keep my head above water,
it just aint worth the effort.

just living and breathing is a pain in the arse.

i'm sorry peeps,
erixter wallowing in self-pity again.

seen it all before,
i know,
but i needed to park a truck,
unload,
empty out,
try to get a bit of relief going,
y'know?

i'm sorry.

i guess you don't need it either eh?
and then maybe you do.
remind you that maybe things aint so bad with you after all.

my friends brother jumped of the multi story car park and survived eric ,,, then died a couple of years later of a methadone od , he was normal wehn we were younger than devoloped mental issues after acid use hope you feel better now eric

eric, get to the doctors ffs.

Eric please consider this, there are people out there just like this man below who would dearly love to swap your very existance because of terminal illness ...your a very long time dead, and it will come to us all, but until then just live it the best you can mate