porridge and hope,,,and another apology.

got up this morning.
fuckin freezin,
porridge on.
feel like one of those reclusive old misers that you see in those old scottish-highland films.

sat with telly on,
thinking about things,life,
my existence.
( yeah.that old chestnut )

fuckin adverts
junk-mail
begging letters,
so many just causes
wtf is smile train?
"donate just once,and we'll never ask again"
fuck............off.

so any way,
thick stodgy porridge.

work later,
wish i could sleep,
what a life,
not looking forward to it.
gotta be done though.

trying to think ahead,
but all i can see is more of the same.
yeah i know things could be a whole lot worse,
but i'm old,
i'm tired,
and i'm miserable.
fkn miserable.
it's in the genes i guess.

trying to muster a little hope out of all that shit,
i just don't do hope
stamina and endurance i have in spades.
tolerance ?
mmmmmmmmmmmmm.
that's a toughie.

so anyway,
sorry for all that.

take care,
and i'll catch yer sometime .

theres just no answer to that.

yeah,
i'm sorry.

i was just rambling mg,
that's how i was feeling at the time.

erixter wrote:i was just rambling mg,
that's how i was feeling at the time.

Keep on rambling eric ..its an outlet to vent and often better than letting things stew ...even if there are anly a few of us here mate.

eric you need to do something

missj wrote:eric you need to do something

Yep you need to go to the chippy eric and have a nice lunch with some pleasant scenery

i have just found a decent chippy, two years with shit fish and chips but we now have good fish and chips

the cat deserves a bonus as it was by the vets

bitofatwat wrote:

missj wrote:eric you need to do something

Yep you need to go to the chippy eric and have a nice lunch with some pleasant scenery

i know just the place.
and they're good to old degenerates like me.
fuckin long way to go though.

mj,
the worst is past now.
i just need to vent occassionally.
don't we all?

you vent all you want Eric.