feeling miserable,feeling trapped,

with no way out.
so desperate to leave where i live right now.
but life is never so simple.
omg,
situation well,
desperate.

the need to get away.
i know i've often spoken of suicide,
and yeah,
i'm a wimp,and all that,
but really.

how much more of this i can take,
i really don't know.

just want to walk away from my life.

and start afresh,
quietly,alone,
but people won't let be alone you will they.

oh my fucking god.

not looking forward to going back to work either.
the place,the people.
UGH!

i want to go to bed for a month,
and just be alone.

business as usual then.

but,
really,



i got it bad right now.

go to the docs eric.

off to lay on the couch...not gonna goto bed else i wont get up for vonny`s school in the morning (5 hours time)...
at least martijn is off school for 2 weeks so can go back to sleep if i want

nighty night x

morning_glory wrote:go to the docs eric.

mg,
i can't do that.

i just can't.

it's a bloke thing i suppose.