shit night at work,just had a go at the wife over nothing.

not very nice here right now,
but hopefully it'll pass.

there was a time when,
at least i had my work,
i could escape to that,
and all would be fine.

and now,
i got nothing.

oh dear,
venting again.

please,
no talk of the.........

you know.

how long have you been married eric?

23yrs i think.

and we have grown so apart.

erixter wrote:and we have grown so apart.

23 years and you feel like that? its unbelieveable tbh eric...the longest relationship i ever had was almost 14 yrs and i`d have done anything for him but him not for me. maybe thats just guys in general i dunno.
i`m a giver not a taker, i love the look on peoples faces when i do nice things, thats just me!
i dont expect anything in return and its always gotten me in the shit in the past....i try treat my friends good, i love everyone

i don't know if i'm capable of love,
certainly not now.

i have grown so bitter over the years.
from the harsh realities of life.
not just my marriage.
life,people,things in general.
i've really soured.

and,
well,
you know.

saying that though, i also dont like being taken advantage of because i am the way i am
i`m a big girl now, i can be talked to straight, without bullshit!

i`m in no rush to get into relationship atm tbh...a relationship with both being who we are is more important to me, do our own thing, live out lives, you know? no rush to move in with anyone basically

sounds good to me she.
no need for co-habitation,
until you're 60.

fuck me.
i am.

nearly 60.