here we go'here we go'here we go.......again.

got up.
looked out.
and everywhere drenched.
looks as though we had a drop of rain in the night.

and now we have blue sky and sunshine.

feeling a little reflective.
and thinking that i shouldn't look back so much.

how's that for contradiction?

but anyway,
i'm trying to find some level of,
( was gonna say contentment )
i think that the word is balance,
and yet,
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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
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that doesn't really do it either.

CALM i suppose.

and i really do need to stop analysing stuff.

i visit my mother;
she talks of family woes.
all the shit that goes on with my lot.
wish i could move away from it all,
but i can't,
so,
why worry?

have a nice day juicers.