thinking about bed already.

what a dull,boring life.
but i could live it,
if only i hadn't got to go back to work.
i'm phooked.
i need a YEAR off.
and my nose is running already.

she's sat down stairs,
coughing,sneezing,and spluttering.
in one helluva mess by the sound of things.

so many stories on the telly,
of neglect in hospitals.
why can't people like us be allowed to check out?
they can have my body,my vital organs,everything.
just let people go for god sake.

my passing,
if nhs assisted.
could help others.
medical science even,maybe.
would give somebody a job.

and the resources i must have wasted over the years.
just,eating,living,breathing.
it really wasn't worth it.
and i despise society for letting it be.

ohhhhhhhhhhhh my.