i can't believe how difficult it is right now,

to not crack open a bottle.
i'm determined not to.

what am i saying?
"determined not to".
like it's a problem.

it's not a problem.
okay?

yes it is.
no it isn't.

it is.
it isn't.

fuck off.
no.

you want me.
i don't.

you do.

FUCK OFF.

i'm bored.
that's all.

i can deal with this.
with what?

we need a "man in straight-jacket"smilie.