the banal mundane-ness of everyday life,

i need a diversion.
seriously.

something to fill the void.

at the weekend,
i have my hawksridge and bf.
and life is okay.

then monday comes,
and it's 5 days of mindless repetition.

i know shouldn't complain but,

just a smidgeon of joy,
oh i don't know.

wanting'wanting'wanting.
but not knowing WHAT,
i'm wanting'wanting'wanting.

i feel so restless right now.
but listless also.
maybe it's my age.

will be okay once i'm back on the treadmill.