it really is "all in the mind" isn't it.

so many words,
jumbled up inside my head.

and when all is said and done,
or in my case,
NOT said,
and
NOT done.

when you reduce it to it's core,
you're left with two very big words.

POSITIVE
.....+.....
NEGATIVE.

the "be-all",
and
the "end-all".

it makes,
or
it breaks.

and after
(fuck off norton.no i DON'T want to register )

after 50 years of the latter,
i'm feeling quite broken right now.

counselling?
at my age.
from some young know-all twat?

drugs?
i actually wouldn't mind trying that.
some anti-depressants have been blamed for suicides.
can't be bad.

maybe they'd give me that push that i am so lacking.

and tomorrow's another day.