Dont take this personal eric

bitofatwat wrote:

yeah,
i know,
and i'm sorry.


have been trying to keep away from the 4um.

i know i'm a whinging cnut.

i suppose it's mostly because i have nothing in my life worth thinking about.
just total nothingness.

and as for dying,and going to hell.
i think i've already done that.
seriously.

y'know?
i have an aunt.
she lives alone.
goes nowhere,
sees nobody.
except a shopping trip midweek,
and a few hours with my mother on saturdays.

she's always at the doctors,
and the family blame her lifestyle.
there's fuck all wrong with her.

she just sits,
day in,
day out.
with fuck all else to think about.

get out.
find yourself an interest.
they tell her.

but if nothing interests you..........
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