i really must find myself a bedroll/mattress of some sort.

erixter wrote:sleeping on the floor is wrecking my joints.
had a job getting up this morning.
i need to get a fairly thick,soft, mattress,
that i can roll up and stow away.
soon.

something,soft
and as long as i am tall,
would pobably make all the difference that i need.

andrex,
soft,
strong,
and very long.


sorry.

Sometimes I think you enjoy suffering Eric

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mj,
for so many years,
because when a marriage breaks down,
woman takes all.
and i couldn't face working all hours,
struggling to makes ends meet.
existing in a shitty bedsit somewhere.
i just let her get on with it.

now,
i'm fully a trained,
fully fledged,
arsewipe.

it's all tied up with the,
no self-esteem/confidence/expectation gig.

if she yells "shit",
i jump on the shovel.

i could walk under a jack russell,
i'm that low.

and i'm comfortable with that now.

still can't let go of old pals bitterness and resentment,
but they are fading.

and after my christmas sleep in,
it looks as though saturday morning,
to monday afternoon,
will comprise of me hopping between,
the bed and pc in the daytime.
then living room-floor at night.

just totally out of the way.

keep myself to myself,
and wait for worktime to start.

the only time i would ever cut loose,
would be if it could be done easily,
with no fuss.

and if i DID,
i'd carry on how i am now.
only i'd get into a bed at the weekend.

at least this way,
there's some sense of security,
knowing that the house never empty.

and hopefully,
there aren't TOO many years left.

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i tried one of those boat.
didn't like it,
AT all.

it aint so bad nobster.

it's all just so fucking boring.
samie.
y'know?