there is most definitely,,,, a spring in my step,

and i'm at a loss to understand this,
unforeseeable occurrance.
why me?
why NOW?

this is so not me.

Bi Polar disorder
Upstage of mood swing.

nobster,
it's been that way for years.

the most desperate lows,
followed by the most amazing highs.

but the highs are always preceded by the lows.

i'm not exactly on a high,
just,
i don't know,
dare i say "perky"?
without the innuendo.

Highs preceded by lows, Eric?



Am with Tone on this - pattern suggests bipolar disorder although you clearly have a decent handle on it

bert,
i can't remember a time when i wasn't how i am now.
so after what?
it must be at least 40 yrs.
i have some idea of my own feelings.
and ways of dealing with things.

That's just it - you manage it. Problems arise when people can't

i've said this before;

it's a battle between,

scared of dying,
and tired of living.

scared is winning right now.

i've likened it to when i persuaded myself to have my teeth sorted out after years of toothache.

in the end i thought to myself,
"well how bad can it be?"

just DO it.
so i took a leap of faith,
and swallowed the green stuff.


i'd finally had enough.

really,
who knows?

but it's all "old hat",
we've been here before.

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