checking-out high places,,,,

yeah i know it's all bllx.
but i feel a need to find some place that i can familiarise myself with,
hang-out maybe.
get to know,
feel comfortable with.
y'know?

of course,
i might win the lottery tomorrow.
and that would change things.

people like me don't die,
we just fade away.

you want to move out?

i want lots of things mg.
aint gonna happen though.

it's not simply a matter of walking away.
it's complicated.
isn't it always?

but really,
it's not that simple.

I was going to say get a mistress......

mg,
i'm past all that.
i don't need a woman.
would be happy to live alone.

well at least its somewhere to stay.

actually,
if i could square things here,
and find an agreeable woman who'd let me rent a room,
purely business of course,
i reckon i could go for it.

but right now mg i just want out,
totally out.
i'm sorry.
i feel as though i'm losing it here,
there just doesn't seem to be any point to anything.

eric, go to the docs.asap.

have a nice day mg.