was just checking out aspergers.

no!
i'm not trying to claim any sort of disablity,
or lay blame.
i just feel so frustrated by my inhibitions.

it's all a bit late in the day now of course.
but as with autism.
mmmmmmmmmm.
oh i don't know.

well?
i wouldn't be at all surprised.

very good reasons why i should just keep myself to myself.

striving/endeavouring,
to understand,
the self.
what is wrong with me.

yes,
i really do think.

Lol read that asparagus

it is actually making some sense to me.
and it would explain why i spawned a cabbage.
but,
i couldn't possibly discuss it,
explore my having it,
(if indeed i had)
with my doctor,
(if indeed he gave a shit)
from an academic point of view.
wheels would be set in motion,
drugs,treatments etc.
and,
too much water has passed under the bridge now.
too many unrightable wrongs etc.
i really couldn't do all that.
but all the same,
i would be interested to know,
why i'm how i am.
all the more reason to avoid situations with people imo.

I'm going to say no, Eric. I think you're more reactive to surroundings, events and people than I would associate with someone who has Asperger's

bert,
i'm in a forum now,
reading a topic entitled,
"symptoms.official."
and it's me mate.

there is one part that is absolutely NOT me.
but the rest.

am tempted to go in and discuss.

but i probably won't.

it HAS given me something to think about though.

well,
i'm convinced,
but i can't find anybody online to discuss it with.
there must an official org.

will think on it.
waist of time anyway,
cos i still can't go to gp with it.