so now i'm up,and my head's full o' shit.,rambles i'm afraid.

drunk my first cup of tea,
sitting on kitchen floor,
reading yesterday's mail.
lardthing had the living room.
i don't mind really,
my choice.

so anyway,
i read a two page article by this bloke who's riding the tour bus with peter blunt,
what a life eh?

i envy people who can write.

that article provoked so many images,
you could smell the onions,
as they say.

i think about that.

it's all about life-experiences,
and realativity.
you can't make comparisons without knowledge.

something is good,or bad,
relative to something else,
isn't it?

i've done nothing in my life,
been nowhere,
and therefore,
know nothing.

not feeling sorry for myself here,
we all have choices eh?

if i'd known then,
what i know now.
but without the balls to act,
i was always going to end up,
like this.

never mind.

could be a lot worse.

people climb everest at 80 eric

and why?
because they can.

sometimes i think you would be pissed off if you won the lottery and kelly brook came round in skimpys to give you the cheque

mj,
i've thought about that.

i don't know.
no fuss for sure.

have the advisers round,
get the money put away,
and just go back to bed i reckon.

and i don't,
was gonna say "don't rate kelly brook".
she's an air-haead.

and,
i don't know,
i don't crave that sort of thing any more.

weird huh!

missj wrote:sometimes i think you would be pissed off if you won the lottery and kelly brook came round in skimpys to give you the cheque

For a tenner, she could do that, yes.

I'd give her the tenner towards a new set of skimpies as well...

i knew id spelt that wrong