feeling old,

and tired,
and morose,
and moribund,
and really,
i shouldn't.

trading going okay,ish.
threw all but the kitchen sink at one today,
just to break even,
but i did it.
i pulled it off,
so wtf?

maybe i'd just like to go sit in front of the telly,and put my feet up,in a nice warm living room.
but miserable old wifey,and the lardthing are there.
so,
i don't think so.

there's no betting for me.
not really in the mood anyway.
and i'm halfway through a bottle of strongbow.
and i'm cold.

and did i mention?
that i'm feeling,
old,
tired,
morose,
and moribund.

i did?

oh.
okay then.

i don't feel as chipper as i did when i got up eric but fuck it, early start to work tomorrow and off for a few ciders in an hour or so

fuck the world eh?

yep.

fuck 'em all.

erixter wrote:and tired,
and morose,
and moribund,
and really,
i shouldn't.

trading going okay,ish.
threw all but the kitchen sink at one today,
just to break even,
but i did it.
i pulled it off,
so wtf?

maybe i'd just like to go sit in front of the telly,and put my feet up,in a nice warm living room.
but miserable old wifey,and the lardthing are there.
so,
i don't think so.

there's no betting for me.
not really in the mood anyway.
and i'm halfway through a bottle of strongbow.
and i'm cold.

and did i mention?
that i'm feeling,
old,
tired,
morose,
and moribund.

i did?

oh.
okay then.

have been thinking........

MAYBE IT'S THE DRINK,

bringing me down.

well,
it might be.