the way i feel atm...

WASSUP SHEIL?
not gonna click on whatever it is you put up there.

but hey!

we all wish you well,
you know that.

just feeling down the last couple of days eric, i`ll be ok...



just wanna play some songs i spose

basically...i miss my mum and i`m thinking about shit i spose

sheilalma wrote:basically...i miss my mum and i`m thinking about shit i spose

happens to us all sheil.

you're not alone eh?

it just proves that you're human.

hth.

and good luck with your's.

erixter wrote:

sheilalma wrote:basically...i miss my mum and i`m thinking about shit i spose

happens to us all sheil.

you're not alone eh?

it just proves that you're human.

hth.

and good luck with your's.

ta...aye, well maybe i shouldnt talk much tonight

sheil,
let it out girl.
if it helps.

it works for me.

erixter wrote:sheil,
let it out girl.
if it helps.

it works for me.

i`m drinking so not gonna talk on here tonight

Hope you feel better soon She.
I lost my mum nearly 20 years ago and it still hurts im afraid.
My birthday anniversary today and always makes me think of her.
Still,had a lovely day with the kids and the wife,and got a nice night out tomorrow.
Will smoke a big cigar and drink a very large glass of champagne in her memory later.
She always loved it when she saw me drinking chamagne as she knew i was getting a few quid.

erixter wrote:sheil,
let it out girl.
if it helps.

it works for me.

Like eric says, sometimes you need an outlet rather than to bottle it up. Your being sad is not what you mum would have wanted.

Staggy wrote:Hope you feel better soon She.
I lost my mum nearly 20 years ago and it still hurts im afraid.
My birthday anniversary today and always makes me think of her.
Still,had a lovely day with the kids and the wife,and got a nice night out tomorrow.
Will smoke a big cigar and drink a very large glass of champagne in her memory later.
She always loved it when she saw me drinking chamagne as she knew i was getting a few quid.

staggy,
your very good health.
i think i've said that to you b4,
but i mean it.

your mum is the best friend a person can ever have.
mine is 76,
and i worry about that,
but hey!
enjoying the here and now.

and sheil,
if that's how you feel,
well,
i wish you well,
okay?

Cheers eric.
My mum would have been 70 this year.

Staggy wrote:Hope you feel better soon She.
I lost my mum nearly 20 years ago and it still hurts im afraid.
My birthday anniversary today and always makes me think of her.
Still,had a lovely day with the kids and the wife,and got a nice night out tomorrow.
Will smoke a big cigar and drink a very large glass of champagne in her memory later.
She always loved it when she saw me drinking chamagne as she knew i was getting a few quid.

sorry i was so wrapped up in my own shit i forgot staggy...lang may yer lum reek (look it up yourself ffs )

sheil,
no need for sorry okay?

just glad to have you here.

i`m 38 now, on my own...hate being over here but have nowhere to go... and just feeling isolated i guess, dont mind me...i`ll be ok soon
anyway i`m thinking of fucking off for a while...ok....aint gonna explain it or owt on here coz my confidence in people has gone down and i dont know who to trust anymore

Blimey she bringing my mum's personal hygiene into things seems a little harsh.

She was actually beautifull.
5' 11" tall and a figure to die for even in her late 40s.
Im proud to say both my daughters are spitting images of her so sometimes its like she has never left me.
The eldest one though has her calm and friendly personality which is lovely,but the youngest one is like me.
Which is a nightmare.

oh sheil,
so much of that strikes a chord with me.
good luck.
find happiness,
and come back soon eh?

You could be 38 over here married and as miserable as fuck sheila.
You just need to make the most of what you have.
My brother is nearly 50,split up with his wife after nearly 30 years together and ive never seen him so happy.

Staggy wrote:Blimey she bringing my mum's personal hygiene into things seems a little harsh.

She was actually beautifull.
5' 11" tall and a figure to die for even in her late 40s.
Im proud to say both my daughters are spitting images of her so sometimes its like she has never left me.
The eldest one though has her calm and friendly personality which is lovely,but the youngest one is like me.
Which is a nightmare.

you're a lucky man staggy.

i spawned a total wanker.

Staggy wrote:You could be 38 over here married and as miserable as fuck sheila.
You just need to make the most of what you have.
My brother is nearly 50,split up with his wife after nearly 30 years together and ive never seen him so happy.

very well put staggy.

Staggy wrote:You could be 38 over here married and as miserable as fuck sheila.
You just need to make the most of what you have.
My brother is nearly 50,split up with his wife after nearly 30 years together and ive never seen him so happy.

well i`m no good at chatting up guys so fuck it, i`d rather stay alone than sound like an idiot....FUCK IT!

fuck it, i`m off...i`m drinking and i aint gonna talk

and i'm crap with women.
it's a fkr ain'it.

take care sheil,
and don't beat yourself up okay?

life just aint fuckin worth it.