oh well,another day,of living life,enduring the rollercoaster-ride.

pushing one's self to extreme,
both mental and physical.
wishing ,wanting,
lost hope and despair.
walking the gauntlet,
might i die?
get killed?
stabbed?
or robbed today?
lose my job?
the vagaries of life,
the imponderables,
the uncertainty of it all,
at best,
so difficult to face.
another day,
yesterday's tomorrow.
phone-calls to make,
shopping to be done,
bills to paid.
well here i go.