i DO wish..........take no notice.just venting.

that i could escape this life,
my life as it is.
my first waking thought every day,
is,
"gotta find a way out".

that doesn't necessarily have to be death,
although that would be acceptable.

i'm just so tired of the here and now.

a small quiet place,
to eat,sleep,
and while away my life,
would be fine.
and maybe in this day and age,
it just isn't possible.

i'm just so tired of it all.