a haunting.

MG,
any bloke who's only sex-life has been his fist for over a decade ISN'T fickle.
i promise you.


i feel nothing but pity for her.
fickle or not,


doesn't come into it,

i don't look at women in that way now.
well,
i do,
and i don't.

and it feels so weird,
but i'm just not interested,
and with a boat like mine,
with all my sexual failings,
it's just as well.

hard to know where i'm at right now.
i see an attractive female,
and think,
well,
you know.
then a little voice inside my head says "yeah whatever".
______________________________________
maybe boat was right.
maybe she's a druggie.
either way,
she looked liked a fuckin zombie yesterday,
and the same this morning.
no dog-shit today.
________________________________________

so bedragled.
could be the happiest woman alive today for all i know.

anyway,
enough of this shit.
time to let go of this thread imo.

and on that note,
i'll bugger off t'bed.

later maybe.

erixter wrote:
any bloke who's only sex-life has been his fist for over a decade ISN'T fickle.
i promise you.

had about,
i don't know,
12/14 yrs of celibacy interspersed with the odd wank here and there.
i didn't mind/don't mind,
and like i said,
it really doesn't matter now.

sex isn't an issue for me.
and that is such a relief.

erixter wrote:had about,
i don't know,
12/14 yrs of celibacy interspersed with the odd wank here and there.
i didn't mind/don't mind,
and like i said,
it really doesn't matter now.

sex isn't an issue for me.
and that is such a relief.

nah,
it would take something quite special to draw me out,
wich aint gonna happen,
and for less than two minutes of heaving and sweating,
culminating in a stinging bell-end sensation,
wich btw i don't really enjoy any more,
hence the disinclination to wank,
so what's the point?

erixter wrote:
culminating in a stinging bell-end sensation,

Cystitis?

you reckon?

i'm hardly likely to talk to my doc about that.