longing for a way out,a life-change,an escape,from everything.

just so fucked off,
with job,
people,
everything.

please don't tell me i'm depressed.

i'm working with the absolute dreggs.

and it's really pulling me down.

gotta be a decent job,
with half-decent people somewhere.

i just don't have the courage.
people talk about "the easy way out".
i think something just gives,snaps.
y'know?
for a person to do that.
i haven't reached that point yet.

and to think,
in this day and age,
it could be,
SHOULD be,
so easy.

society is so cruel,
so heartless,
so uncareing.

yeah whatever.