i just e-mailed the samaritans.

erixter wrote:she.

that's not good.

can you really not see the dangers and the pitfalls of my rushing into this?

i've made a start okay.

and putting 50yrs of wrong,right,
isn't gonna happen over night.

your right eric, it doesnt happen overnight...i have 20 years of shit to get through...20 years/50 years what difference does it make?
i dont see no dangers or pitfalls eric...i see someone who is not happy in their current situation, i can help and i will if you would let me

erixter wrote:jesus she.
draw breath eh?

fuckin slow down.

i class you as a mate...i stand by my mates...i`ve been there eric and i had no-one who cared....i can help honest! but you have got to want the help in the 1st place else it aint gonna work

she,
you presume to much.

maybe sorting all my shit out wouldn't be a good thing AT all.
ruin my homelife,
leave me divorced and homeless.
i really couldn't face that.
that MIGHT push me over the edge.

look!
my life could be a lot worse eh?

and anyway,
how long have i got left?
15/20 yrs?
i can do that.

i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

she wrote:

erixter wrote:jesus she.
draw breath eh?

fuckin slow down.

i class you as a mate...i stand by my mates...i`ve been there eric and i had no-one who cared....i can help honest! but you have got to want the help in the 1st place else it aint gonna work

well,
there you have it.

DO I?

maybe i just don't dare to want.

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

nope,
nor do i.

best just ignore my ramblings eh?
you can't help some-one who won't help themselves.

now you get pissed and calm down okay?

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

erixter wrote:she,
you presume to much.

maybe sorting all my shit out wouldn't be a good thing AT all.
ruin my homelife,
leave me divorced and homeless.
i really couldn't face that.
that MIGHT push me over the edge.

look!
my life could be a lot worse eh?

and anyway,
how long have i got left?
15/20 yrs?
i can do that.

arrgh! your homelife? what exactly IS that? sitting on your own not talking to anyone....talking to a bunch of cunts on an anonymous forum...ffs get real eric...ok i know you want peace and quiet, you want to be on your own, you want no more hassles...then why not get the help you need and then you can see the world in a whole new light and maybe make some important decisions?

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

you could have mine if i had one.

erixter wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

nope,
nor do i.

best just ignore my ramblings eh?
you can't help some-one who won't help themselves.

now you get pissed and calm yourself down okay?

fuck off! i wont ignore your ramblings...if you aint crying out for help (i know i`ve been there) then dont fucking post...you know i fucking give a shit and if i can i`ll help

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

talk to your fucking wife ffs

HA HA HA HA HA HA.....She's turning ugly as she gets more pissed!!

she wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

talk to your fucking wife ffs

She's too old

she wrote:

erixter wrote:she,
you presume to much.

maybe sorting all my shit out wouldn't be a good thing AT all.
ruin my homelife,
leave me divorced and homeless.
i really couldn't face that.
that MIGHT push me over the edge.

look!
my life could be a lot worse eh?

and anyway,
how long have i got left?
15/20 yrs?
i can do that.

arrgh! your homelife? what exactly IS that? sitting on your own not talking to anyone....talking to a bunch of cunts on an anonymous forum...ffs get real eric...ok i know you want peace and quiet, you want to be on your own, you want no more hassles...then why not get the help you need and then you can see the world in a whole new light and maybe make some important decisions?

she if you've really been where i am.
if i really am where you once were.

you'll understand my saying that i don't know if i can be bothered.
not sure that it's really worth all the effort.
only i'm 20 yrs older than you,
and YOU! CAN'T! RELATE TO THAT.

Mad Tony wrote:HA HA HA HA HA HA.....She's turning ugly as she gets more pissed!!

fuck off! sorry for caring about my friends too much

Mad Tony wrote:HA HA HA HA HA HA.....She's turning ugly as she gets more pissed!!

what you reckon tone,

4 cans down?

erixter wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:HA HA HA HA HA HA.....She's turning ugly as she gets more pissed!!

what you reckon tone,

4 cans down?

about to start my 4th....fuck off!

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

talk to your fucking wife ffs

She's too old

and mines too fuckin ugly.

she wrote:

erixter wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:HA HA HA HA HA HA.....She's turning ugly as she gets more pissed!!

what you reckon tone,

4 cans down?

about to start my 4th....fuck off!

jesus!

you're not even halfway.

This will be her in an hour or two Eric.

erixter wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

talk to your fucking wife ffs

She's too old

and mines too fuckin ugly.

Mad Tony wrote:This will be her in an hour or two Eric.

what ffs?

Mad Tony wrote:

erixter wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:

Mad Tony wrote:

she wrote:i am trustworthy eric, if you want your life back i will help....if you dont then...i dunno

I want my sex life back...can you help me?

talk to your fucking wife ffs

She's too old

and mines too fuckin ugly.

erixter wrote:

she wrote:

erixter wrote:she,
you presume to much.

maybe sorting all my shit out wouldn't be a good thing AT all.
ruin my homelife,
leave me divorced and homeless.
i really couldn't face that.
that MIGHT push me over the edge.

look!
my life could be a lot worse eh?

and anyway,
how long have i got left?
15/20 yrs?
i can do that.

arrgh! your homelife? what exactly IS that? sitting on your own not talking to anyone....talking to a bunch of cunts on an anonymous forum...ffs get real eric...ok i know you want peace and quiet, you want to be on your own, you want no more hassles...then why not get the help you need and then you can see the world in a whole new light and maybe make some important decisions?

she if you've really been where i am.
if i really am where you once were.

you'll understand my saying that i don't know if i can be bothered.
not sure that it's really worth all the effort.
only i'm 20 yrs older than you,
and YOU! CAN'T! RELATE TO THAT.

i know how you are feeling eric....but back then i didnt have someone to make me see sence...i had no-one, i had to make the decision on my own with no support...you KNOW you have support x

well i`m sorry for trying to help ffs