suggestions,serious suggestions,please.

what does a bored,
borin old cnut like me do?
when there's nothing TO do?
well,actually,
i don't really want to "DO"! anything.
but as i may have mentioned.
i'm bored.

that's why,
when,
( not very often lately )
my bf trading is so good,
when it goes right.
not just the money,
wich right now,
isn't much.
it's the planning,
the scheming,
the calculating,
and then,
finally,
fruition.

oh yes,
oh my,
what beautiful' beautiful word.

fruition'fruition'fruition.

(well,i can dream)

sexy or what?

oh dear,
is this?
i mean,
are we?

online erixter meltdown?

nah,
wtf.

trouble is,
i just need to put the brain into gear.

i'm just not a lard.....
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thing.