"older men" an article in the twitcher.

apparently,
older men know how to treat a woman.
make her feel special.
well let's face it,
at 70 what else can he do?

seriously though,
i'm finding with age,
that,
well,
something seems to be happening with me at the moment.
i am so unsure about my feelings right now,
with my wife,
lardthing,
i can't turn back the clock,
don't want to,
and what is,
IS.
things aren't so "clear cut" any more.

i feel more inclined to compliment a woman.
say things that i would once have been to shy,
or felt too embarrassed to say.

i think i'm in danger of doing this with stickie.
like her smile,
when she chooses to smile,
( and she's probably just laughing at me )
( or perhaps it's wind )
i'd still like to give her one though.
maybe,
i think,
there you are you see.
i'd like to want to give her one.
it's all about what's going on in a woman's head nowadays.
not her bra-size.

maturity.
at last.
maybe.
fkd if i know.

i'd like to tell her that she doesn't need the make-up.
and that she has got a pretty face,
and a nice smile.
then maybe her old man WILL want a word with me.

also,
i'm just not sure how i feel about sex right now.
yes i'm definitely hetro.
am in no doubt about my sexual orientation.
this very morning,
i soiled a dirty sock.
thinking of stickie.
but,,,,
mmmm,
there moments in my life when,
it's a big deal,
and then it isn't.

it really is confusing.

as the vicar said to the choirboy,
"you take it as comes",
just hold on,
and grit your teeth.

some analogy huh!