depression...when you can't talk to your doctor..don't bother responding.i'm just rambling.

there REALLY MUST BE.
they REALLY MUST GIVE,

another option.

you live in your own private hell.
and you really CAN'T tell anybody.

i'm sorry.
feeling a bit low right now.

and NO,
female company can't help.

oh i don't know.

Depression is the pits mate...been there.
But always remember this....Breakdown before breakthrough.

yeah,
i have thought about that.

there ought to be another way.

I suffered badly from the age of 42 to 50.....Doctor offered medication but I refused, knew one day I would feel normal again and lo and behold, I did.
And that 8 years has made me a stronger man without a doubt.

and maybe i shall.
one day.

don't think i was EVER a happy person.

and i can't remember NOT feeling how i do now.

SURE,some days it isn't so bad.

but seriously,
on a good day,
i'd happily take a painless termination.

i just,
REALLY,
can't be bothered.

and ageing doesn't help.

aches and pains magnify.
y'know?

as for it making you stronger,
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
i don't know about that.

good for you mate.

i just pray that i might get rich before i die,
and then i could just run away and hide.

i have a job,
a roof over my head,
Ii eat okay,
have a mug or three,
as and when i feel like it,
somewhere to sleep,
and the bills get paid.

SO WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY?

i just need some time out.

serious time.

seriously OUT.

Go stand outside the local handicapped centre and watch the poor sods being wheeled in and out....that should make you realise just how lucky you are mate.

WAS JUST READING ABOUT DEPRESSION,
AND "CHEMICALS IN THE BRAIN".

ah fk it,
sorry about the caps.

maybe i could use some medication.

but if i can't talk to a doc,
it aint gonna happen.

Nobby Cheese wrote:Go stand outside the local handicapped centre and watch the poor sods being wheeled in and out....that should make you realise just how lucky you are mate.

you think i don't know that?