how weird,just rambling,replies not necessary,same old ' same old.

this morning.
i just wanted crawl under a stone,
and stay there.

i made do with going to bed.

got up at about 2.00.
feeling same.

now?
not exactly out of my hole,
but i'm getting there.
and i don't feel so down.

and by the time i go work.
i shall be feeling,
well,
up to it.
y'know?

my moods,
extreme highs,
extreme lows,
in the blink of an eye.

how strange,
disconcerting.


how weird.

i think that the bottom line is,
i couldn't not turn up for work.
yeah,
i know.
but that's me.

so,
monday afternoon comes,
and it all just kicks in.

i'm a fkn android.