why am i feeling so "lack lustre"? all of the time?

i had been looking forward to having a week off for some time.
it's day 1,
and i'm bored already.
nothing on the telly grabs my attention.
same with newspaper,
although i DID read all the stuff surrounding our euro exploits.
it's all i can do to wait up for these water-company chappies.
i just want to go to bed and stay there.

"DO SOMETHING.GO OUT."

do what?
go where?

LACK-LUSTRE.

maybe i SHOULD speak to my doctor.
but is it really health matter?
and do i REALLY want to live a life propped up by drugs?
and councelling? ditto.

a drug induced "zombie-state", 24/7, would be fantastic,
but there really would be no point.

SO,
my week shall go like this:
i'm waiting up for workmen,or man,re water-thingy,
then i shall go to bed.
moving downstairs when they go bed tonight.

same as wednesday,
boiler man coming to carry out yearly inspection.

the other days,
spent in bed.
broken up by odd spells in here.

might even find the odd game to bet on,
although there's nothing today.

i HAVE mentioned to wife that i'd really like to watch england play tomorrow.
we shall see.

and that's it.
great ain' it.

You need

A) An anti depressant
B) A woman
C) To get out more
D) A divorce
E) A new place to live

3 out of 5.

B-D-E.
maybe.
oh i don't know.

actually,
maybe that's all this stickie business is about.
the need for a woman.
and i'm not just talking sex.

just to lay with a woman,naked.
you know what i'm talking about.

but it's NOT just about a piece of warm flesh.

i need some sort of relationship,
friends at the very least.


then to say,
"well,that's it.time's up.gotta go now.bye!see'yer "

and actually,
if it happened,
i might not want to see her again.

how awful is that?

how hurt,used, dirty and cheap, would she feel?

and how bad that would make ME feel?

i just couldn't do that.

life eh?

i'm feeling so bored with myself,
i've been and had a shave and a shower.
and that will do me for the week.

unless i get my hair cut off at some point.

will have to clean myself up for that i suppose.

You need to join a bowling club eric , come and move up north ..shack up with Morning glory and you can play with us.

bitofatwat wrote:You need to join a bowling club eric , come and move up north ..shack up with Morning glory and you can play with us.

boat,
i don't even want to get out of bed.

erixter wrote:boat,
i don't even want to get out of bed.

You need PROZAC.....fast!

i need my bed.
and a lifetime of sleep.

hoo.............ray.

water co. chappie been.

now to bed.

it's no good.
can't sleep.

will just keep popping back until the spain game kicks off.

Of course you can't sleep, it's the middle of the afternoon!

nobby,
daytime is my night-time.