i saw stickie today,we don't talk any more,and it's asda-day.

and no cliff richards,
it's not so funny.

she used to smile,
i miss that.

would love to have been able to talk to her.
i mean REALLY talk.
y'know?

oh well.

it aint no fun bein a wanker.

she actually looks,
and seems,
quite miserable.
but then,
she always did.
well slap my thigh.

so everything it how it was,
how it used t'be,
normal greyness is resumed.

how it SHOULB be.
maybe?

maybe we could BOTH use a bit of intimacy,
and then,
maybe not.
she IS a woman.

and i AM better off without the emotional baggage.
really don't need any sort of involvement.
and i probably would have.

got involved i mean.

y'know?
i imagine stopping her one morning,
and just saying,
"would you have sex with me?"
just for the HELL of it.

i find that hilarious,
when i think about it,
i have to laugh out loud.
people must think i'm nuts.
i know it wouldn't be funny.
it's just my silly sense of humour.
and then,
i suppose you never know.

it's shopping day.
associated dairies day.
shopping for my little corner in the pantry,
topping-up,
and prepping for my weekend-hotpot.

god it's warm.

i suppose i needn't be avoiding stickie now that we've worked things out.

we'll see.

and it's time i fucked off.

have a nice one juicers.

erixter wrote:
i imagine stopping her one morning,
and just saying,
"would you have sex with me?"
just for the HELL of it.

would make a great sketch i reckon.
followed by A&E.

Nobby Cheese wrote:

erixter wrote:
i imagine stopping her one morning,
and just saying,
"would you have sex with me?"
just for the HELL of it.

nah,
i never ever had the balls to speak to her,
try to engage her in conversation,
let alone say something like that.

would love to have got cosy with her.

i'm just no good at that shit.

and they just won't talk to you will they.
they HAVE to play their silly fuckin games.

and then,
she probably didn't want anything to do with me anyway,
but those stares that we gaveeach other.
i wish i knew how to interpret that.
i know how i'd LIKE to figure it.
wishful thinking.
she's probably the last female that i shall befriend now.

still,
i have my socks.

the thing IS,
how do you ask a woman if you can see her?
and then tell her you're married?
it's got to be the woman who makes that first move.
hasn't it?

wwell,
it's history now.
like my bf a/c,
just another loser.

i'm gonna get cleaned up,
and bugger off to morrison's.

later maybe.