i saw stickie today,

she didn't see me.
i was on the bus coming home.
it was sunny,and quite breezy.
and her long hair,
i think it might be ginger,
was flying in her wake.
she looked lovely.

(she wasn't wearing her parka.
she wore this body-hugging silver/grey top.
she has small breasts.
(maybe they were small handfulls of bog-roll.)
and that cetainly isn't a negative.
but then she is a lightly built woman.
everything is in proportion.)

well,
as lovely as a woman of her years might.
but she walks so fast.
you'd think that somebody was after her.
maybe it's to avoid perverts like me.
the odd times we chatted,
there was this feeling,
a sense of,
gotta go,gotta go,
whoosh.
gone.
i bet she's fuckin fit.
whatever age she is.
words best left unspoken i reckon.

and life trundles merrily on.

ho'hum.

y'know?
i don't usually mind having a go at guessing a woman's age but her?
i really don't know.
she really COULD be early 40s or late 60s.

she IS nice though.

i kid myself that i might tell her,
but i know that i won't.
if only i had the words,
the confidence,
and the courage.
but i don't.
even if she WASN'T married,
and i'm pretty sure that she is,
she wouldn't be interested in me.
having said that,
she didn't walk past my stop this morning,
so now she left thinking pervie old cnut.
and who's to argue with that?

i hoped that it might get easier with age.
with the onset of impotence and all.
but it doesn't.

erixter wrote:
i hoped that it might get easier with age.
with the onset of impotence and all.
but it doesn't.

Tell me about it.

i just wish i could have at least let her know that i thought she was an attractive women.
probably wouldn't have mattered.
i'm just no good at that stuff.

surely she wouldn't have been offended.
would she?

where are the women juicers when you need an opinion on that stuff?

having said that,
i don't see her now.

but if i DID get the chance,
and the balls to say something,
what could i lose?

but then,
there's her old man to consider.


it's good that she's gone i reckon.

common sense,
lack of confidence,
and no self-esteem,
HAS prevailed.

it's not the end of the world.

onwards and downwards.

erixter wrote:

onwards and downwards.