waiting.wanting.and wishing.

that something will happen for me.

SOON!


SOMETHING.

ANYTHING.

a break from the dull grey norm.

i suppose that i shouldn't complain.
but jesus fkn christ.


there was a pallet loaded up with that "50 shades" gig in tesco's last night.

have been secretly reading a book that one of them have left lying around downstairs.
"toast" by nigel slater.
it's light,
easy to read,
and amusing.
i'm getting through it anyway.