i sometimes wish that i was brain-dead to.you think i am?

trying living my life for a while.
it's absolute mayhem.
talk about square peg in a round hole.
jesus!

I dont think you are brain dead.in fact imo you think too much.I do sometimes and I dont like it.

see,think,feel,hurt,too much.
and it's hell.

I try to avoid things that upset me.lets face it, we cant do anything to change things (the majority of the time) its my coping strategy.

you're right of course,but it's a hard one to carry-off.

when I was younger I was passionate bout a lot of things, politics, animal suffering, womens issues...Now if I know I cant do anything about it, I just shut it out.but if I can, I may give to charity.but with that im usually skint. so I just switch off.