*boring thread alert*---wondering if maybe i SHOULD seek help.don't all clap at once.

[Guest]

maybe,
i really don't know.

there's no chance of me self-harming,
i'm too much of a wimp.

but for so long now,
too long.

tomorrow as seemed pointless.
it's just another work day,
a means to an end.

and weekend is merely a chance to rest-up and prepare for next week.
there isn't much else,
i don't think of much else.

so;
it's a shit life.
but how bad is that?
me and millions of other poor bastards.
that's life.

isn't it?

will look into finding/tracking down associations that i could talk to,discuss my situation with.

i do think/fear, that maybe the notion that i have a medical condition,and am in need a doctor's help,might just be over-stating things.

and i don't want to expose myself to the possibility of being sent packing.
also,doctors are so limited by time.
what can you tell a doc in ten minutes?

and yet,
the seed is sown,
it's on my mind,for now,
and we'll see.

i might just get there,
you never know.

might just surprise you all yet.

well,
that's it.

i said my peice,
have a nice day all.

[Guest]

dont be so hard on yourself eric, go talk to the doc...what harm can it do???

[Guest]

i feel as though i'd be wasting his time.

i'm not exactly ill am i?

and then,
maybe i am.

sheil,
i really don't know what to do.

so,
i'll probably do what i've always done.

[Guest]

i feel as though i'd be wasting his time.

i'm not exactly ill am i?

and then,
maybe i am.

sheil,
i really don't know what to do.

so,
i'll probably do what i've always done.

eric, once upon a time i used to think that way too...until someone said just go talk to the doc (over and over again) so i eventually did, was best move i ever made

[Guest]

sheil,
you've made me smile.

thanks.

[Guest]

sheil,
you've made me smile.

thanks.

at least you aint suicidal....charcoal tastes shit (been there, done that!)




chin up eric, at least you know that there are people who care

anytime btw eric x

[Guest]

we'll see.

[Guest]

we'll see.

[Guest]

sheil.
i really am thinking about it.
a lot.

[Guest]

sheil.
i really am thinking about it.
a lot.

well...keep thinking about it!....PLEASE!

[Guest]

okay.
and thanks.

[Guest]

okay.
and thanks.

no need for thanks hon, i just care!

[Guest]

yeah,
i know.

[Guest]

yeah,
i know.

just go for it, you`ve got nothing to lose...took me yrs of my friends telling me to 'just do it'' before i finally gave in...and i ended up regretting not doing it sooner tbh

[Guest]

yeah,
i think about that also.
but i do i find the thought of my mindset changing a little scarey.

[Guest]

yeah,
i think about that also.
but i do i find the thought of my mindset changing a little scarey.

thats to be expected, i felt the same, i was set in my ways and didnt think there was a problem...
but once i got the help i thought totally different about stuff....for the first time in years i was thinking positive...i`m not quite there yet eric....not by a long shot but i asked for the help yrs ago and thats the 1st step...

...next step is moving on....i find that the hardest step as i have no friends over here (well one, but we hardly see eachother, she`s worse than i am hehe).

all my friends are online (not many), shame innit?

just as long as you know you have friends online, so do something positive!

[Guest]

sorry to have wasted your time here.
but you know me.

i just don't know.

sheil,
i'm sorry.

i just can't see that my life is any worse than millions of others.

okay,
so i find it all a bit too much,

WAN............KERRRRRRRRRR.

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