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Re: need a chat
she Tue May 17, 2011 9:35 pm
i didnt buy beer today, i`m sober, just need to chat :'(
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Guest Tue May 17, 2011 9:51 pm
I'm sober as well she and very bored.
Been on call from 4.30 and nothing.Just sitting here waiting for the bloody phone to ring.
Been on call from 4.30 and nothing.Just sitting here waiting for the bloody phone to ring.
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she Tue May 17, 2011 9:57 pm
shit innit? not good being on call but i spose it pays the billsStaggy wrote:I'm sober as well she and very bored.
Been on call from 4.30 and nothing.Just sitting here waiting for the bloody phone to ring.
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Guest Tue May 17, 2011 10:00 pm
It's brilliant money when you get called out but shit when you dont.
If i dont go out tonight i get 20 pound before tax for sitting by the phone all night doing fuck all.
But a good night on call can net me nearly 300 quid.
What you up to in general she?
I just seem to work and work.
If i dont go out tonight i get 20 pound before tax for sitting by the phone all night doing fuck all.
But a good night on call can net me nearly 300 quid.
What you up to in general she?
I just seem to work and work.
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she Tue May 17, 2011 10:11 pm
it can be shit trueStaggy wrote:It's brilliant money when you get called out but shit when you dont.
If i dont go out tonight i get 20 pound before tax for sitting by the phone all night doing fuck all.
But a good night on call can net me nearly 300 quid.
What you up to in general she?
I just seem to work and work.
i`m not upto much, having a shit night tonight tbh, was hoping for a chat to clear my head but seems i`m gonna pay loads of friggin money for 3 answering machine messages to uk, aw well such is life
i`ll be ok, was just chatting to vons and made me think about a load of stuff, although she asked a lot about her dad, and that always cheers me up as he was my best friend for the last 7 years of his life...i still feel sad...but happy at the same time....not easy to explain
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Guest Tue May 17, 2011 10:18 pm
When i lst my mum i went through hell.
It will be 20 years ago in october.The week before my mum my grandad died the week after my first wife lost a baby and then my marriage ended.
Lost my business and within a year i went from living a happy comfortable life to having fuck all and living with my dad.
I got on the piss like you cant imagine but it wasnt until i stopped drinking that i really started greaving for her.
It will get better she but it takes a bloody long time.
Best just to focus on the simple things in life that often are the most pleasurable.
It will be 20 years ago in october.The week before my mum my grandad died the week after my first wife lost a baby and then my marriage ended.
Lost my business and within a year i went from living a happy comfortable life to having fuck all and living with my dad.
I got on the piss like you cant imagine but it wasnt until i stopped drinking that i really started greaving for her.
It will get better she but it takes a bloody long time.
Best just to focus on the simple things in life that often are the most pleasurable.
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Guest Tue May 17, 2011 10:21 pm
Worst time to drink is when you are down.
Have a coffee and an early night.
Have a coffee and an early night.
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she Tue May 17, 2011 10:24 pm
life scares me...i`ve lost my best friend and my mum within 2 and 1/2 yearsStaggy wrote:When i lst my mum i went through hell.
It will be 20 years ago in october.The week before my mum my grandad died the week after my first wife lost a baby and then my marriage ended.
Lost my business and within a year i went from living a happy comfortable life to having fuck all and living with my dad.
I got on the piss like you cant imagine but it wasnt until i stopped drinking that i really started greaving for her.
It will get better she but it takes a bloody long time.
Best just to focus on the simple things in life that often are the most pleasurable.
i dont speak dutch, i have no friends (because i dont speak dutch)...i have one friend here...she`s italian...although she has lived here since she was 1yr old so only speaks dutch....she doesnt speak any english...but we sort of understand eachother most of the time...even she doesnt visit much though...even though she drives and i dont (we live about 4km apart)
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she Tue May 17, 2011 10:26 pm
dont worry, i have no beer, i live in a small village so no hope in hell of buying any tonight...i`m on the strong stuff....teaStaggy wrote:Worst time to drink is when you are down.
Have a coffee and an early night.
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Guest Tue May 17, 2011 10:29 pm
Surely your family could arrange for you to come back she.
Why did you go out there in the first place?
Why did you go out there in the first place?
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she Tue May 17, 2011 10:42 pm
you`re joking right? i`ve been here 9 yrs and i`ve had no visitors...i dont care anymore! they can keep their excuses, and why they havent visited.Staggy wrote:Surely your family could arrange for you to come back she.
Why did you go out there in the first place?
i have no lifelines in the uk anymore, my only 2 lifelines have gone (kev and my mum) so whatever i decide to do in future now is upto me...maybe i should just come over and say to the council "gimme a house''...i mean...i`m british ffs, i aint foreign afterall
i came out here to be with my sons dad, but we had nothing in common at all, took me 7 yrs to realise it though
he doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, gives me shit advice about the things i love...no idea why i stayed tbh but now it seems like i`m stuck here
no offence to him, he`s a good lad really, just nothing like me tbh...i`m a giver not a taker...
i`ll be ok, gonna get myself sorted and start my dutch lessons again and go on a photography course...but it may take a bit of time thats all
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Guest Tue May 17, 2011 10:47 pm
Good luck she and i really hope things work out for you.
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she Tue May 17, 2011 10:48 pm
thanks staggy, i`m sure they will, just need the confidence to go for it....getting there!Staggy wrote:Good luck she and i really hope things work out for you.
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she Tue May 17, 2011 10:52 pm
will play sad songs that make me cry before bed, let it all out, and ill be ok in the morning
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Admin Tue May 17, 2011 10:58 pm
she wrote:will play sad songs that make me cry before bed, let it all out, and ill be ok in the morning
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she Tue May 17, 2011 11:04 pm
the song i had played at my best friends funeral (kev)...
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she Tue May 17, 2011 11:08 pm
i find it difficult to forgive kevs family, even though i love them...does that make me a bad person?
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Admin Tue May 17, 2011 11:13 pm
she wrote:the song i had played at my mums funeral...
Beautiful song she
this wont embed
https://youtu.be/dkivthzN49I
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Admin Tue May 17, 2011 11:14 pm
she wrote:i find it difficult to forgive kevs family, even though i love them...does that make me a bad person?
Not at all
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she Tue May 17, 2011 11:17 pm
boat, they didnt even acknowledge siobhan at his funeral ffs, i dont know if i can forgive that, but i still love themAdmin wrote:she wrote:i find it difficult to forgive kevs family, even though i love them...does that make me a bad person?
Not at all
thats a beautiful song btw x
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she Tue May 17, 2011 11:21 pm
this is the version i had played at his funeral, although it wasnt my first choice...they wouldnt play my first choice and i understand it tbh (was kevs song) will play it in a min xxx
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