not melancholic,but looking back wondering what if,or wishing you had........

they do it for the love of them eh?

erixter wrote:they do it for the love of them eh?

true....i did that for years and got a shit pay

wanna retrain with something else i love

i used to think about that,
but i really couldn't be bothered now.

my biggest failing was that i didn't want to BE anything.
i've always worked.
no problem there,
but i just had nothing to aim for.

and now,
i'm old,
skint,
bitter and twisted.
and locked into a mortgage situation for longer than i care to think about.

i`ve had something to aim for, for almost 15 years and i still want to do it....even more so now that i can get help and advice now

i`m just scared they will say no

oh sheil,
ask.
cos it'll gnaw at you if you don't.
give yourself a shot eh?

eric...i`ve always wanted to learn photography....and no, this is fuck all to do with kit....this has been for longer than i`ve been on any forums...but will they let me learn it...i dont know.....................if not it will cost me around 2000 euros for the course...i will pay it but i hope i dont have to

well,
ask.

it aint a bad way to make a tidy living.

and might be something for your kids to consider in the future if it worked out.

and with things like that,
you can't lose,
cos whatever you'd learn,
if you didn't make it as a pro,
would be a bonus right?

now get your arse into gear.
and get asking.
don't forget we have our very own resident photography expert.
all the tips and advice that you could ever want,
at your fingertips.

i know but...i`m good at taking pics i`m just shit at working my camera and settings etc...maybe he needs to come for a wee holiday and teach me
kits already told me he will help me if i get on the course

she wrote:i know but...i`m good at taking pics i`m just shit at working my camera and settings etc...maybe he needs to come for a wee holiday and teach me
kits already told me he will help me if i get on the course

she,
maybe you just need proper tuition.

and a bit of one to one wouldn't do any harm either.

you're good at taking pics.
you obviously ENJOY taking pics.
wtf is stopping you

you've just passed a language speaking exam,
that's proof that you have the ability to learn.

erixter wrote:

she wrote:i know but...i`m good at taking pics i`m just shit at working my camera and settings etc...maybe he needs to come for a wee holiday and teach me
kits already told me he will help me if i get on the course

she,
maybe you just need proper tuition.

and a bit of one to one wouldn't do any harm either.

you're good at taking pics.
you obviously ENJOY taking pics.
wtf is stopping you

dutch

SHIT!

well,
at least you're working on that.

erixter wrote:you've just passed a language speaking exam,
that's proof that you have the ability to learn.

eric i CAN learn but i have a lack of confidence atm...very surprised i passed my exam....would post up the thingy i got but vonny usually does editing for me and she aint here atm

lack of confidence.

got THAT t-shirt.

if kit was here i`d send him it and he could do it for me, but he`s not here atm

GRUB-TIME.

i'm fkn starving all of a sudden.

smakelijk eten

if you say so she.

she wrote:siobhan is english...martijn is dutch...wouldnt matter where we went but its not an option atm so i just need to get on with it i guess

Martijn's British as well, She

Would I change anything? No.

Hand I dealt myself and I could have made a lot worse choices than I did. I've rolled every punch that's been made of me, I'm still kicking and even without everything else, anyone who follows flat racing always has something to live for.

well,
i try not to think about it too much.
it's so yesterday.

i have an inplay trading gig with the football,
and,
well,
we're all searching for the holy grail right?
that keeps me occupied,
and the small flicker of a light that it affords me,
in all the blackness that is life,
lends just the faintest hope,
against all obvious logic and reason.

Mind you, I regret leaving the car window open when I took the kids out the other day...