dirty fkn lardthing cnut.

he,
and mummy cabbage have gone out.
they'll be gone a few hours.

i have the telly to myself.

only the dirty,filthy,selfish cnut,
has been playing games on it.
and it won't come on.

i am so looking forward to his come-uppance.

one day.

it will eric you just have to figure out how to do it

mj,
i'll do what i've always done.

he could win the lottery,
become famous,
get cancer,
it's all the same to me.

i won't bat an eyelid,
and shall just be so relieved to see the back of him.

and even a plank like him,
WILL have regrets,
eventually,
and guess what,
yup.

and i hope that one day i shall have an opportunity to throw it back in mummy's face.


okay,
jobs are almost non-existant,
but how would you feel if your daughter sat cross-legged on the sofa,
with laptop resting on her knees,
and cartoons on the telly,
8 hours per day.
24/7.?
might you not consider that a bit odd?

not mummy,
oh no,
there's nothing wrong with HER baby.

mj,
he really could,
watch paint dry.

the light's on,
but there really IS,
no-one at home.

having said that,
she is actually in a very strong position,
as far as living arrangements go.

if she did kick the table over,
the social services ( because of her condition ) would take care of accomodation.
she'd have half of the proceeds from house-sale,
wich wouldn't be massive.
she'd money in the bank.

she'd do alright out of it.

i DO wonder if she has looked into that.

whatever.

actually,
i do believe that he has inherited his mothers erm ( shall we say?) condition.
as she seems to have done from her mother.
and it's a shame.
it really is.
and i suppose,
to some extent,
because of that,
i should cut him some slack.

but how easy does he want it ffs?

and NO!
FUCK IT!

what about me?

i am,
when all said and done,
the "bill-payer".

no,
bllx.

i can't/won't move an inch here.

and every time something like the telly thing happens,
my position hardens.

i don't deserve this shit.

okay,
i was never the perfect parent.
or husband.
but they could have done a lot worse.
and i reckon she knows it.