PEOPLE!...SOCIETY!...and chickens...and sex....and male suicides...and those fuckin chickens..and an epilogue,of sorts.

why?

how?

can society be so cruel?

think on all you bastards in power.
you're gonna get old to.

we have all this neglect/not careing,
abuse and stuff,
in our hospitals and care homes.
too many people,
are living too long.
FACT.

I KNOW!

let's advance medical knowledge and knowhow,
so people are able to live longer.
100.
120.
150.
yeah.
why?
because we can.
and we've got fuck better to do.
provision for all those "live-longers"?
BORRRRRRING.

what the fuck.
go on.
let's do it.




so they can clog up hospitals and care-homes longer.
lying in bed,
in shit and piss.
and don't even THINK of asking for help,
don't even draw breath.
cos a punch in face isn't nice.

i just left my mother,
she's one of the lucky ones.
head pounding because of blood-pressure.
giddy
to the point of feeling sick,
and central heating makes it worse.
her heating,
and it's not full on,
gives me a fucking headache.
maybe a situation is developing with me there.
but how do you square that?
she looks fucking awful.
doesn't feel like eating.
and i'm on the sidelines,
can do nothing.
sit back and enjoy the show eh?
let's see how long we can prolong it,
why don't we?
WHY?

and now i can hear chickens.
stupid woman next door,
the who used to shut her dog in the shed up the garden all day,
because she lost interest,
yeah,
that one.
she now has chickens.
we're gonna have fresh eggs.
from our very own chickens.
WHOOPEE!
the stupid bitch.
i wonder how the local rat population will feel about that.
not to mention my need to sleep in the daytime.
have mentioned the fact that i work nights?
i wonder if she knows.

i just hope the love affair with self-sufficiency doesn't last to long.

life eh?

what i wouldn't give for a shag right now.
a libido.
virity.
physical capability,
and all the other shit that goes with that bllx.

ARGHHHHH.

AHHHH'HA'HA'HA.

CUCKOO!'CUCKOO!


"the wheels on the bus go round and round."

just read on msn news.
figures published for male suicides.
causing alarm,
apparently.
they just don't GET IT do they.

and those fuckin chickens.

the good life.

Your best post ever Eric

you wanna try living it.

feeling better now though.

I'd last exactly 9.4 seconds then I'd kill myself.

in my dreams mate.
in my dreams.

i've been to eastbourne.
so many times.

in my dreams mate.
in my dreams.

keeping chickens,
a public offence.
helped to die,
on the nhs.

i.m.d.m.
i.m.d.

bottom pic,
i like.

ha'ha'ha.
reminds me of work.

well,if you can imagine,i've lied down on our bed.foetal position,on my left side.left arm wrapped over my chest,face against my right elbow,forearm on forehead,hand on the back of my head.hi-vis work coat over me,like some vagrant.and i've fallen asleep.getting into bed meant undressing.don't know what time it was,but it was cold.fuckin cold.too cold to consider un-robing.too many layers.would take too long.

i woke with quite a start.can'think why.WAS in need of a pee though.and i still haven't replaced the guzzunder,had had that old pot,blue,indigo'i love that colour, that i broke ages ago.an old coffee jar,asda rich roast,substitutes adequately.so,i releave myself,asap,and crawl back under my hi-vis.

wish i'd bought some fruit shortcake bisquits friday,but i hadn't,so there was no point dwelling on it.it was actually quite peaceful,no sounds,no clucking,only my tinnitus to remind me that i was still amongst the living.feeling peckish,i should have enough hotpot,cold cabbage,one jacket potato that i could halve,and i still had a quiche to cook.asda tomato and cheese,couldn't knock it for a quid.i ate some chopped beets earlier,generoulsy coated with salt and cider vinegar.and it's left a sharp acidy feeling in my gut,as that stuff can.

i'd better get over to my mother's and check she's okay ,before friendly neighbourhood gossip from a few doors down looks in.

anyway,i've eaten one of the lunches that i prepared earlier.i'm on my third coffee.just turned oven off.on one ever so slightly over-browned quiche'.am i'm feeling warm,awake, fed and almost human.almost.had better get over to my mother's place.

wifey will be home soon i suppose.and lardthing, has taken to getting up in the afternoons,going out,somewhere,he returns after about an hour,and goes back to his room.i don't THINK he's sleep-walking.

later maybe.

nobster.

Some thought provoking stuff in there Eric. Unfortunately this current lot of youth will be lucky to live till 50, hardly any drink water fizzy energy drinks is the norm for them and junk food that stays fresh for 12 months even after its been thrown out because it contains that many preservatives. Yes we might get to a good age but our kids are in danger of dying before us.

bitofatwat wrote:Some thought provoking stuff in there Eric. Unfortunately this current lot of youth will be lucky to live till 50, hardly any drink water fizzy energy drinks is the norm for them and junk food that stays fresh for 12 months even after its been thrown out because it contains that many preservatives. Yes we might get to a good age but our kids are in danger of dying before us.

nature's way perhaps.

erixter wrote:

bitofatwat wrote:Some thought provoking stuff in there Eric. Unfortunately this current lot of youth will be lucky to live till 50, hardly any drink water fizzy energy drinks is the norm for them and junk food that stays fresh for 12 months even after its been thrown out because it contains that many preservatives. Yes we might get to a good age but our kids are in danger of dying before us.

nature's way perhaps.

Society is mostly fucked. I just try and give my kids good information and provide them healthy meals, then its up to them

that's all anybody can do mate.

whats happened to the dog

missyj wrote:whats happened to the dog

don't know.
been gone ages.

maybe they ate it.

it's a tough world we're livin in.

Maybe it chewed its own face off

missyj wrote:Maybe it chewed its own face off