she used to revel in how the system protects mothers with young children.....

it's always the father who ends up on the street,
and i wouldn't argue with that system really.

the old man finds himself a shitty bedsit.
if he's lucky.
while working his arse off, to keep ex-wife,and family.

and again,
i can sort of go along with that.

only i just couldn't face living it.

so i stuck it out.

NOW:
she has a condition that will eventually render her chair-bound,
then bed-bound,
it's fkn awful.
and all she can think of is what will become of lardthing if something happens to her.

well,
fuck all will happen.
no wiping his nose.
no telly.
there will be a generous supply of bread and jam in the house.

no milk,
tea,
sugar,
or coffee.
except my own very personal and private LOCKED UP supply.

what will happen?
what will i do?

kill em both eric set yourself free

missyj wrote:kill em both eric set yourself free

mj,
you're a star,
y'know that?

tell you what,
i often wonder about killing,
just to get banged up.
i mean,
apart from being raped,
wich scares the crap out me,
how bad can it be?

not that desperate though.

you dont need to go that far to get banged up lol and apparantly its not as bad as you might think

mj,
the idea of losing ones freedom,
or rather,
liberty.
doesn't bother me.
and how does one define freedom?
and liberty?

makes me think of the old eagles track "desperado".

"freedom! ohhh freedom,that's just some people talking"...............

a prison cell,
without the fear of being violated,
in anyway,
would be a haven for me.
no liberty,
but no responsibility.
sounds okay to me.

a cheap and easy way of escaping this hell.

What star sign are you Eric?

you've asked me that b4.
and you were astounded.
more to the point maybe.
my "rising sign".


i'm a taurean,
with capricorn rising.

erixter wrote:you've asked me that b4.




i'm a taurean,
with capricorn rising.

It's why you're so troubled....two earth signs.
Not good.

Sun Sign Taurus with Capricorn Rising

Others will probably see you as reserved and serious most of the time. One word others will use to describe you is “responsible". You might even be perceived by others as somewhat of a "wet blanket" because you're so busy planning and working towards achieving your goals that you give off the impression of someone who is a bit dry or all work and no play.
You may approach your love life as a business. This can be a good thing in some respects. For example, in a relationship you will carefully construct a framework and take the time to be sure that your love is built on something solid. Sex is serious business to you as well. Just remember that dating is meant to be fun. Lighten up!
Sexually, Taureans are straightforward and down-to-earth. A no-nonsense approach is favored and too much verbalizing or complex fantasizing is not a Taurean trait.

almost,
well,
fairly accurate.
apart from the relationship thing.

i was hard up and desperate.
so i sought similar.

big mistake.

but yes,
troubled,
( as you all will know)
I AM.

Nobby Cheese wrote:It's why you're so troubled....two earth signs.
Not good.

not good?

tell me about it.

erixter wrote:capricorn rising.

Or as I say, "I've got the horn"

tell me mine nobby

missyj wrote:tell me mine nobby

What is your star sign?
Do you know your rising sign?...If not, tell me what time you were born, what date, what year and where........ and I'll work it out.

dont know the time and nor does my mum but its 17 april 65

missyj wrote:dont know the time and nor does my mum but its 17 april 65

HOW CAN YOUR MUM NOT KNOW WHAT TIME SHE HAD YOU?????



Does she know where??

she said shes forgot she was thinking about it for a bit as well , she cant rem my older brother either but she does remember my younger brother ,her fave lol

Morning, afternoon, evening or during the night?
Where?

630am october 10 1961 for moi

Nobby Cheese wrote:Morning, afternoon, evening or during the night?
Where?

nope she dosnt even know that , newport qwent

bitofatwat wrote:630am october 10 1961 for moi

Where?