almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
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almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
i got up off the kitchen floor at 6.30. this morning,
and got into a warm bed intending to have a few hours kip.
well,suffice to say that it didn't happen.
so,
i lie there,
thinking about stuff.
contradiction.
i think about sex.
i fancy it.
NO I DON'T.
i wish i had some one to talk to.
NO I DON'T.
i hate work.
if i was financally secure,
and didn't work,
i'd go fuckin mad.
as for drink,
i think i'd probably get sick of it.
when i have a week off,
it takes me about 4 days to tire of it.
so;
what do i hope for?
how would i like to see my future panning out?
what do i really'really want?
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.
and it's driving me crazy.
right now,
this god awful situation at home,
i just don't care.
it doesn't matter.
i eat.
have somewhere to sleep.
and that'll do.
sex/company/conversation,
i should be desiring these things.
but i don't.
i wish i did.
but i don't.
i'm a fuckin android.
yes,
i have much to be thankful for.
i suppose.
but it's only human to want.
isn't it?
and i'm tired,
so damned tired.
well,
it's monday again.
hello monday.
all aboard the skylark.
and got into a warm bed intending to have a few hours kip.
well,suffice to say that it didn't happen.
so,
i lie there,
thinking about stuff.
contradiction.
i think about sex.
i fancy it.
NO I DON'T.
i wish i had some one to talk to.
NO I DON'T.
i hate work.
if i was financally secure,
and didn't work,
i'd go fuckin mad.
as for drink,
i think i'd probably get sick of it.
when i have a week off,
it takes me about 4 days to tire of it.
so;
what do i hope for?
how would i like to see my future panning out?
what do i really'really want?
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW.
and it's driving me crazy.
right now,
this god awful situation at home,
i just don't care.
it doesn't matter.
i eat.
have somewhere to sleep.
and that'll do.
sex/company/conversation,
i should be desiring these things.
but i don't.
i wish i did.
but i don't.
i'm a fuckin android.
yes,
i have much to be thankful for.
i suppose.
but it's only human to want.
isn't it?
and i'm tired,
so damned tired.
well,
it's monday again.
hello monday.
all aboard the skylark.
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
Eric...it's the same for all of us mate.
We all have our fucking cross to bear.
We all have our fucking cross to bear.
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
it's a fucker ain' it.
life,
it's just too much effort.
i can't do with the worry of it all.
there's so much uncertainty.
too much.
it takes money.
loadsa money.
too get off in this world.
just to turns one's back on the whole caboodle.
i wish.
life,
it's just too much effort.
i can't do with the worry of it all.
there's so much uncertainty.
too much.
it takes money.
loadsa money.
too get off in this world.
just to turns one's back on the whole caboodle.
i wish.
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
what do i want?
i mean really'really want?
to want.
maybe i'm just so well off.
and i don't know it.
i mean really'really want?
to want.
maybe i'm just so well off.
and i don't know it.
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
so why can't i be happy?
take life for what is.
get things going with stickie.
give her a good hard rogering up the shitter,
and move on?
take life for what is.
get things going with stickie.
give her a good hard rogering up the shitter,
and move on?
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
erixter wrote:give her a good hard rogering up the shitter,
and move on?
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
i'd love to be on speaking terms with her.
NO I WOULDN'T.
maybe i wouldn't like her.
she might not like me.
and yes,
it matters.
NO I WOULDN'T.
maybe i wouldn't like her.
she might not like me.
and yes,
it matters.
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
Nobby Cheese wrote:erixter wrote:give her a good hard rogering up the shitter,
and move on?
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
and what right do i have to invade her world?
Guest- Guest
Re: almost 59,and living in a state of confusion.
erixter wrote:what do i want?
i mean really'really want?
to want.
maybe i'm just so well off.
and i don't know it.
eureka!
maybe that's it.
what a wanker.
shouldn't i be glad not to be wanting?
apart from winning the lottery of course.
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